Man I have to say after reading all this, I am amazed. I remember being the first SWAT approval in the USA right under Rolf and man! Did I get picked apart! (Under Bluey and Luis) Lol not in a bad way but in a good way. I remember having to redo my weathering 4 times! yes I had arguments, and many other small details, but I didn't give up. In fact over time I thought it got to laxed compared to how it started. I felt it got laxed because at the time, for a long time no one applied for SWAT. Then people started applying and little things started squeaking through.
Like no strip method assembly, Caboots shoes, and a few other things. It seems like it is getting back on track to me from the way it used to be, so I am just surprised that your giving up.
I think I remember when I got discouraged under Blueys watch, and Luis and Bluey told me not to give up but carry on.
My statement would have to be the same that you gave me.
Don't give up, and don't expect things to be given to you. Go out and push on! Earn what you came here to get. You can do it!